Saturday, April 18, 2009

'House' is a sprinkle of joy in life (great show)

Well it seems next to impossible for moi to blog consistently, but I will not give up. I woke up with an over powering monster of a headache, in which I felt as if I might as well have suffered a hangover…….
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Just a figure of speech ladies and gentlemen, just a figure of speech.
However I dare say I think it was all tied to a rather frantic night of subconscious tossings and turnings.
You see, I’ve been pondering quite deeply for the past week. Which has made me an incredible companion for the believers around me and yet a rather impossible pig head to deal with when I am around those who aimlessly wander throughout life- hence my everyday friends.
I am becoming more and more intolerant of ppl and their ridiculous lifestyles and their inability to back up ANYTHING they do, with any type of thought-out logic.
Now, a lot of the questions, concerns, reasonings and so on, have to do with scenarios I’ve laid out in the past and that simply keep popping up for lack of scriptural foundation or my inability to absorb and apply (and some of us know these ponderings). And yet some of them are very new because this past week has been a week of endless theological debates and a random yet inevitable butting of heads.

In a nut shell:

- I have gained two deep thinking Christian buddies and we actually can hang out
- I have a girlfriend in my class who is moving to Lubbock the same time I am (to canyon that is)
- I am in a rut with another friend
- I have found it pretty much hopeless to debate with a postmodern fruitcake with a hardened heart and a love to talk and talk alone (though I don’t cease in prayer)
- I am going to a new church tomorrow with the new buddies from above (probably founded by the Russian mafia due to its peculiar name, though they swear its legit)
- It is hard to not get emotional about a real God who wants to Love a rejecting culture
-Slumdog millionaire is a FAV now
- I officially think Obama is an idiot (HELLLLOOOOOOO who posts torture tactics on the freakin internet !? and who apologizes for every this WHOLE country has ever carried out!? and Why are you bowing down to a muslim “king”…. U overwhelming EEEEidiot !!!)
- I am still searching for work
- I am Still not passing STATS and finals are only two weeks away
- I swore school wouldn’t come up on this blog, but I cant ignore the reasons for my ever bulging stomach and lip ulcers

- gah… and I thought I WAS making progress and having a good day…..

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